don't be hasty

heartbeats

2010-12-01T21:57:00.000+08:00

otak-otak.

2010-12-01T16:39:00.000+08:00

ohhh... belated birthday dinner...

2010-12-01T16:00:00.002+08:00

2010-11-18T03:37:00.003+08:00

hello dear...

now im done with school.
yeayyyy...
at least for a month! pfthhh.

though my guts telling me the result would kill me, but until 6th December arrive..
lets partayyyyy.....

:)

ohhh.. a letter to u.

2010-10-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

dear blog,

im sorry as i abandon u for far too long...
i shall update u soon.
i promise.

xx
fathjamel.

2010-09-16T14:00:00.004+08:00

i would like to make a shout out to,

HAZWANI RODIN

CONGRATULATION!!!

for your engagement...

i love you BIG time!

im sorry i cant be there...
BUT i'll make sure my big fat ass will be there on your wedding day:)

pictures shamelessly stolen from ismarizal ismail facebook:)

ohhh... sudah basi tapi apa aku kesah... (Part Two)

2010-09-08T02:34:00.000+08:00

my birthday celebration..

me love it so MUCHHHHH!

ohhh... sudah basi tapi apa aku kesah... (Part One)

2010-08-28T01:56:00.007+08:00

its been a while kannn...

been busy on school day and on weekend i'll be occupied with stuff...

what stuff?

ntah but something always came up. school works, tests, kluar jalan2, tido, etc etc...

so before the story became basi/outdated/obsolete, i shall blurt it all out..

Project A.

Add caption

i had plan this thing from last year.

and i did told najwa n faz. but i dont know if they remember. i always berangan berangan and berangan.. so they may not pay any attention when i told them. hahah:)

and i thought it will be perfect if i can give it to THEM on my birthday (my birthday is on 3rd of august- kan i told u, cerita lama!).

So I did.. I've been working on it for 4 days straight (and God knows what I had gone through to make this happen...) and it worth it!

heeeeeeee

here's the result:)

each get different design . and the design is based on my interpretation of their character, or how they may affect my life.

so let me explain okk..

this is for my gula-gula ceria/ pengubat duka lara/ partner in crime:)

love you loads ok. like banyak gila. banyak yang banyak sampai tak boleh kira. that how much i love you:)

muahhhhhh...

najwa's (top left):

this totally went opposite from my initial plan (to do smtg that is very flower-y and purple is the theme). but somehow, when i think and really picture herself, that my flower-y plan didn't match up. i pick that color (orange and hot pink) to show that she is more that her what u see *she always look so garang and serious ok ppl*. those color mcm color dia bila dia gembira. hehe. u guys have no idea how this gangster kering changed and brighten up my day:)

wani's (top right):

ROMANTIC. that's pretty much what cross my mind when i start working on wani's frame:) hehe. people see her as this bubbly and talkative but God knows how gedik-gedik (in a romantic-princessy way) this girl may be... hahah.. suka hati je:)

faz's (below left):

when i was looking for the material to make all these frames, i saw this big big sequins and i know right away it is for faz. and i choose white color. suci kononnya.. hahahah... but yea, she always be this baik girl and i love her for that. when something happened (bad thing, of course) and all of us go crazeeeee and carut2 and our crazeeee mind came out with all sorts of dark ugly stuff, she always be the one yg "ish korang jangan la.." hahaha... its good u know. she's like the positive ion in the group.. hahah.. gila kalau semua negative.. lingkup..

alya (below left):

something dark and flashy is for alya. no offence but thats my interpretation for sexy.. yeah sexy alya. and that idea pretty much came from the lace dress that we found at bangsar :)

this three frames is for my gang dahlia (its our private joke.. heeee)

the theme color pretty much the same. but still, it remind me of something:)

haziq's (top):

if i can thank someone for changing my life, she will be on the list. God knows how pemalas i can be (in fact i am malas now, or else i'll be working my ass off to finish up my company law assignment). and thank God i was placed to be in one room with her. im sooooo jealous of her. WHY? for being so pandai. hehehe.. so she pretty much the reason why i read books and study for exams. sbb i wanna be pandai just like her:)

syu's (below left)

she can be pain in the ass and so kelakar at the same time... haha. but i love her nevertheless. period.

fairous's (below right)

it never cross my mind that we can be this close. if something happened to me, she may not be the first to know, but seriously u never know how happy/ relieve she made me feel once i let her know. she know how to respond... plus she always cracks some stupid jokes. what not to love kannn???

and finally, this frame is for nina:)

my oh-so-annoying-friend-but-i-love-her-gila-babi!

i mean come on...

who give trade her seat to watch chelsea match and give it to her friend instead?

who lend u money so u can get your first pair of skinny jean?

who shares the same taste with you; and you and your friend end up buy the same exact thing?

who listens to all your craps and respond so well as if she know exactly how u feel?

who can make you wanna kill her in every possible way but yet u cant do that because u literally cant live without her?

who can crack jokes and make u laugh 24-7?

who can make you unbelievably embarrassed at public but still, u walk tall and proud beside her?

who do u love so much that you dont think twice to tell right on her face that what she did is wrong? and she dont end up making faces and sulk after u tell her that?

who can make you go all giddy up but u just met her yesterday?

who know exactly what u were thinking and keep all your secret in a safe place?

yes, that's would be my dearest nina...

ya ampun.. sayang gila kau tp tak nak cakap depan2 sbb nanti kau perasan. haha:)

well, sampai sini dulu.

i'll share some other story soon...

(shit already 3.30 and test tak sentuh lagi, i am sure as hell in trouble. see, this is exactly why i did not update my blog. it always be a long post and once im finish, i'd be sleepy)

bye love

ohhh... i got the right to choose.

2010-07-27T13:44:00.169+08:00

conversation I

A: Fath, kau still single ke?
Fath: Yeahhh.. nothing change...
A: Kau ni memilih sangat la...
Fath: Hahahah *buat bodoh muka tak berminat*

conversation II

B: Fath, what do u look in man..?
Fath: Emmmm banyak... sangat banyak.. Aku nak dia pandai, aku nak dia baik, aku nak.. aku nak... aku nak.. and the list went on and on and on.

So you may ask me, why did I tell you all these shits?

I just want to clear the air once and for all.

Once upon a time, I may be this stubborn, hardheaded girl which full of drama. I may have believe that I don't need a man to survive, which up until now I am still a firm believer of that motion. But now I am this grown up woman (which still full of drama) and I can foresee myself be with a man someday. I can accept the fact that life wasn't always turn out like what I want it to be. So, the idea of seeing me with a man someday may not be much of a surprise.

Having said that, it doesn't mean that I'm settling with some random guy that I met along the way. I'm not gonna choose some loser just for the sake I want a boyfriend just like anyone else. No, it doesn't work that way. I've got the right to choose.

Yea, I said it's a RIGHT..

Why?

1. I may not be a super brilliant and smart woman but I'm not a moron either. I've got good grade and InsyaAllah next year I'll get my LL.B Degree.

2. Ok, I may not be as hot as a supermodel and I may have few (ceh few... banyak ok!) extra fats. BUT im not ugly. Well u know, they said beauty is subjective kan...

3. I had a family who always be beside me and friends to hold me together when Im down. (Yea, dulu-dulu I have this idea that I dont wanna get married because I want to stay with my parents and take a good care of them.) So, kau ingat aku gila ke apa, nak trade my relationship with these awesome people and divide my time just to be with an asshole.. NOPE, I don't think so.

4. I may not win the title of the world most sopan and baik person, but I'm a good person. Yea, GOOD PERSON. I love people around me and I actually care for them. I may be loud and mean at times but I'm kindhearted ok.. Ceh, perasan gila!

5. Boring is not the word use to define me. Yea, I can say that I am that interesting. I have thoughts, I have my believe, and I've got so much to share.

6. I believe I worth so much more and deserve to be treated like a princess (ok maybe bukan princess but u get the idea kan?) rather than to be treated like sampah by men who doesn't know a woman worth.

7. I'm not gonna shed my tears for someone who doesn't worth it. HELL NO! all the heartache, headache, time, money and everything... haihhhh... no way man! no way!

What I've been trying to say is that I do have a right to choose.
Aku boleh memilih.
Aku bukan orang bodoh yang terpaksa pilih mana-mana lelaki yang lalu-lalang, aku bukan perempuan yang perlukan lelaki untuk tanggung semua expenses aku, aku bukan perempuan yang tak cukup kasih-sayang yang menyebabkan aku kena cari mana-mana lelaki untuk sayang aku, aku bukan perempuan terdesak yang perlukan lelaki sebab dah bosan dengan diri sendiri dan orang sekeliling, and definitely bukan perempuan yang lapar jantan sebab semua orang keliling ada lelaki. No.

So, jangan mempersoalkan kenapa aku takda boyfriend, kenapa aku jual mahal, kenapa aku memilih, kenapa list aku panjang berjela... kalau aku nak, aku boleh. Tapi aku tak nak. so yea. suka hati lah kan???

And kalau aku nak, he must be that good to be the exception to my general rule (good here means, baik dimata aku.) Im a realist, im not asking for the perfect man as there's no such thing and aku bukan baik macam angel.. I don't ask for prince charming yang handsome gila babi, I dont ask for anak orang kaya Arab jual minyak. Tak. Im asking for a man who adore and love me for who I am and know how to appreciate me. Too much to ask ke? Tak kan? So yeah.

22 years I live without man beside me and I survive! (ok except for my ayah and brother yang sometimes can act like a real ass, but that's not the point here)

The point is that, I deserve someone good and Im not settling for someone less than that.

Sekian, terima kasih :)

ohhh... they tie the knot.

2010-07-25T14:55:00.001+08:00

wedding abg hafiz and kak nadin

hotel singgahsana, PJ

ohhh... too late...

2010-07-25T14:14:00.000+08:00

sorry dear for the lack of updates..

here some of the photos.

bye love

ohhh... penang was fun!

2010-07-09T19:54:00.000+08:00

Ohhh... the end.

2010-07-02T13:07:00.001+08:00

i still remember my first day there. I was greet by aunty norehan. i was thinking, "well she seems nice." And later that day dr rafie and his son came. they just got back from court maybe.. Then i was called into dr rafie room. A lil interogation session going on. Cuak. But ok la..

Semua orang nmpak baik. Warm saje. I like. So yea my first day the was ok. esok datang kerja lagi. Esok esok datang kerja lagi. esok esok esok datang kerja lagi.. And that how it goes until yesterday. And yes, saya tak pernah ponteng kerja..

Yesterday was my last day at work. i felt excited at first. a rush of joy because that day would be my last day there. Keep on bragging at reza and pak cik that i need not to wake up at 6. I need not to take the train to work. Need not to bother about any works and cases and assignmnt that i need to submit.. and just to think about that... Wooo.. tak sabar!

Aunty belanja lunch at pizza hut. they were planning to throw some farewell party but things happened. So yea, lunch at pizza hut it is...

and we went back to the office.. Dr rafie gave us our last job to do. i had to prepare summon in chamber and affidavit in support. Teh and tasha take care all the exhibits. So yea that was our last task. I take my time. bit by bit, i start to feel a lil uncomfortable. I feel weird in my tummy. Hmmm...

When i show my work to dr rafie, it already past 5pm. And he asked: "awak dah nak balik ke? Kalau nak balik, awak boleh balik dulu.." and i answered, "xlah, habis kan je lah dulu kerja ni."

haihhh.. Aunty gave me and teh kain cotton for us to make baju kurung. I got the red in color. Just nice.. And before reza left for a meeting he gave all of us a book, dr mahathir's selected letters to world leaders.. Haihhh. they make me feel bad because i didnt get anything for them.. Cissss.

But i've got plans.. I'll sent them something nanti:)

So yeah, we were saying goodbyes in the elevator. salam aunty n tasha. Awwww. Sedih sangat. But still, i can mananged to control my tears. No, im not going to cry..

And later, dr rafie was saying, "jgn lupa singgah office"; "chambering nanti buat dekat sini"; "call la aunty boleh fix appoinmnt", and yg paling x boleh blah skali.. "esok ada case dato muhammad, kalau nak dtg dekat dewan 5"... Haihhh sempat lagiiii...

so we passed the entrance. Still, i can managed to hold my tears.. Gilaaa laa... Then a force of habit take place.. i said to teh, "teh, jumpa es..." shittt.. mana ada esok dah. And masa tu i cried. erghhhh jatuh maruahh aku.. Cisssss..

But i truly feel sad...

I found a new friends over the past 3 months. I rekindle my friendship with a friend from the past. I start to think about my future and my career path. I learned new thing in life. Not the one u can learn from school nor the one people told you. These are the things you have experience by yourself. And im glad i've had that chance..

To aunty norehan, dr rafie, teh, tasha and reza, thank you.

Just thank you.

We'll meet again soon! Thats for sure.

And teh and tasha, sila kumpul duit for our getaway ok. Ameen..

bye love.

2010-06-08T20:49:00.000+08:00

LOVE IS HARD.

by: James Morrison

I see lovers in the streets walking,
without a care.
They're wearing out loud
like there's something in the air
Oooooh, and i don't care

They're treading lightly
No they, don't sink in
There's no tracks to follow
they don't care where they going
hmm

And if they're lucky and they'll,
they'll get to see and if they're
really really lucky they'll
get to feel..

And it kicks so hard,
it breaks your bones.
Cuts so deep
it hits your soul.
Tears your skin and
makes your blood flow.
It's better that you know,
That love is hard.

Love takes hostages,
gives them pain.
gives someone the power to
hurt you again and again
oooh, but they don't care

And if they're lucky and they'll,
they'll get to see and if they're
really really lucky they'll
they'll get to feel.
And if they're, they're truly blessed
and they're get to believe
and if you're dammed, you'll never
let yourself be diseased.

And it kicks so hard,
it breaks your bones.
Cuts so deep
it hits your soul.
Tears your skin and
makes your blood flow.
It's better that you know,
That love is hard.

Hmmmmmmm...

Kicks so hard,
it breaks your bones.
Cuts so deep
it hits your soul.
Tears your skin and
makes your blood flow.
It's better that we know..

And it kicks so hard,
it breaks your bones.
Cuts so deep
it hits your soul.
Tears your skin and
And makes your blood flow.
It's better that you know,
That love is hard..

love is hard, love is hard.

If it was easy,
it wouldn't mean nothing tough.

ohhh... now this is FUN! (part two)

2010-06-06T17:22:00.000+08:00

so last week was my ayah's birthday.
but due to the hectic and busy weekend, kenduri and what not, we planned to celebrate it today.
so, we went for lunch at delicious, Dua Annexe.

and now im full, and ready to sleep.
so much for my diet....

ohhh... now this is FUN! (part one)

2010-06-06T16:37:00.001+08:00

God listened to my pray.
and finally i met THEM, my gula-gula ceria.
all in one day.
how cool is thattttttt?????
alhamdulillah... thank u God!

i was planning to take one day leave on friday. but unfortunately, on thursday, the work trolley came a bit late. so i cant take the day off.
talk about dedicated worker huh... so my plan on friday had to be postponed on saturday.

nina and aizat came and pick me up on saturday. like tiba-tiba, "pap" they were there...
first we went for a wedding. without baju kurung. nina made me to. sungguh tidak sopan.

so later we went to one utama. for a quick shopping. managed to grab one jean and i shirt. hishhhhh (benci keluar ngan nina. mesti ada duit yg terkorban) tp ok la, my black skinny had turned into grey skinny. *malu*
and they dropped me off at the curve. we met with mira there. but only for a short while.

andddddd... after how many yearssss *exaggerate*.... saya jumpa mereka semua. i mean semua!
yeayyyyyyyy.... terharu kejap. faz pon ada woooooo... best best best !
so we had dinner at the apartment, the curve.
exchange cerita tertunggak 2 bulan, share gelak tertunggak 2 bulan, peluk cam bertahun x jumpa.
ohhhh i missed them.

ohhh life...

2010-05-31T00:13:00.001+08:00

hey hey hey...
whaddup?
hehe. how are you people?
me? im fine. just got back from mael's brother wedding. CONGRATULATION!
i miss blogging but i am too damn lazy to write.
busy with the attachment programme @ internship and what not.

hooooo... i never thought be a lawyer was THAT hard!
i've been handling a real case. i kid u not. its a real deal.
and my ideas and arguments were been use for a fight in court. (of course after been checked by my supervisor.)
awesome kannn?
it was fun though. i like the tension. heh.
so yea, that was basically it.

been going out few times with nina, aizat n mael.
they were so kind to meet up with me and save me from boredom. mael even came to bangsar to have lunch with me.. terima kasih. they were like my constant reminder that i do have a life... yeaaaaaaaay....

(aizat, aku curi gambar kau. next time meet up sila bwk external ok!)

but still havent got the chance to meet up with my girls...

i miss them...

everyone's busy with their own stuff. but im hoping to see them soon.

girls, if u reading this lets have some lunch next saturday pls!

til my next update..

bye love.

ohhh... laughter is the best medicine :)

2010-05-01T13:17:00.004+08:00

i was checking up my mail as a colleague of mine had promised to sent some useful notes to me (thank you!)

while im deleting the crappy stuff, and read the important ones....

and i found this!

it's soooo funny and i decided to share it with you guys.

...............................................

These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters that had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place.

ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning?
WITNESS: He said, 'Where am I, Cathy?'
ATTORNEY: And why did that upset you?
WITNESS: My name is Susan!
____________________________________________
ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact?
WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks.
____________________________________________
ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active?
WITNESS: No, I just lie there.
____________________________________________

ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all?
WITNESS: Yes . ;
ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect your memory?
WITNESS: I forget.
ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot?
___________________________________________

ATTORNEY: Do you know if your daughter has ever been involved in voodoo?
WITNESS: We both do.
ATTORNEY: Voodoo?
WITNESS: We do.
ATTORNEY: You do?
WITNESS: Yes, voodoo.
____________________________________________

ATTORNEY: Now doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in his
sleep, he doesn't know about it until the next morning?
WITNESS: Did you actually pass the bar exam?
____________________________________

ATTORNEY: The youngest son, the twenty-year-old, how old is he?
WITNESS: He's twenty, much like your IQ.
____________________________ ______ _________

ATTORNEY: Were you present when your picture was taken?
WITNESS: Are you shitting me?
_________________________________________

ATTORNEY: So the date of conception (of the baby) was August 8th?
WITNESS: Yes.
ATTORNEY: And what were you doing at that time?
WITNESS: Getting laid
____________________________________________

ATTORNEY: She had three children, right?
WITNESS: Yes.
ATTORNEY: How many were boys?
WITNESS: None.
ATTORNEY: Were there any girls?
WITNESS: Your Honor, I think I need a different attorney. Can I get a
new attorney?
___________________________________ ______ ___

ATTORNEY: How was your first marriage terminated?
WITNESS: By death.
ATTORNEY: And by whose death was it terminated?
WITNESS: Take a guess.
____________________________________________

ATTORNEY: Can you describe the individual?
WITNESS: He was about medium height and had a beard.
ATTORNEY: Was this a male or a female?
WITNESS: Unless the circus was in town, I'm going with male.
_____ ________________________________

ATTORNEY: Is your appearance here this morning pursuant to a
deposition notice which I sent to your attorney?
WITNESS: No, this is how I dress when I go to work.
______________________________________

ATTORNEY: Doctor, how many of your autopsies have you performed on
dead people?
WITNESS: All of them. The live ones put up too much of a fight.
________________________________________

ATTORNEY: ALL your responses MUST be oral, OK? What school did you go to?
WITNESS: Oral.
_________________________________________

ATTORNEY: Do you recall the time that you examined the body?
WITNESS : The autopsy started around 8:30 p.m.
ATTORNEY: And Mr. Denton was dead at the time?
WITNESS: If not, he was by the time I finished.
____________________________________________
ATTORNEY: Are you qualified to give a urine sample?
WITNESS: Are you qualified to ask that question?
______________________________________

And the best for last:

ATTORNEY: Doctor, before you performed the autopsy, did you check for a pulse?
WITNESS: No.
ATTORNEY: Did you check for blood pressure?
WITNESS: No.
ATTORNEY: Did you check for breathing?
WITNESS: No.
ATTORNEY: So, then it is possible that the patient was alive when you
began the autopsy?
WITNESS: No.
ATTORNEY: How can you be so sure, Doctor?
WITNESS: Because his brain was sitting on my desk in a jar.
ATTORNEY: I see, but could the patient have still been alive, nevertheless?
WITNESS: Yes, it is possible that he could have been alive and practicing law.

AHAHAHA...

AIN'T THAT HILARIOUS?

HAPPY WEEKEND Y'ALL!

ohhh... the losers

2010-04-25T19:15:00.008+08:00

hey hey...
how are you doing today?
had fun?
well i know i had.

i just got back from mid valley. we went to catch a movie, THE LOSERS.

the movie was awesome! action packed, kick ass kinda movie. my kind of movie. love it! its been a while since i feel that much of content after watching a movie.

i believe the movie was an adaptation from the DC comics, the losers(vertigo). (betul ke?) . is it just me or hollywood had ran out of the idea to make movie.. tak habis2 adapt from comics la, novel la...hmmm..

the fan of that series had criticized that it was nothing like the original one. well, wasn't that's always the case... plus, i dont care much. i was never a fan of that series.

meet the losers:

yeahhhhh... you might recognized him from the fantastic four. i always a big fan of him (bcos of very obvious reason, he's hot!). and he is my favorite character in the movie. he stole every scene he was in. and my favorite part was when he's on the mission to gain some crucial informations. well, i dont wanna spoiled it. pergi tgk sendiri ok!

he is my second favorite character. you guys might know him, from the movie stomp the yard.

and yes he is the father of Dan and Sam in the tv series, Supernatural. back then as a ghost hunter, and now is a killing machine.. awwwwwww! i never thought he can he as hot as he is. seriously, im considering to date an older man like him, sexy beast like him. tua kerepot tamau ok! (ok tipu je, but thats just to stress the point that he is "that" hot in the film.)

you'd be surprised by him, he's like the second in command after clay. ok itu saja. tamau ckp lebih2. oh yes, kuat marah jugak. hmmmm.

this chick really kickin some ass in the movie. this film really show her sex appeal but that does not over shadow her acting ability. sgt cool!

penembak yg sgt cool! he didnt came out that much in the movie thus i have no comment about him.

ok people, go to ur nearest cinema and plssss go and catch this movie. you're not gonna regret it. (or maybe you will- if u're not that into such type of movie.) well don't say i didn't warned you.

sekian terima kasih.

next on the list:

1) Ironman 2

2) Repo Man

(sapa nak tgk dgn saya?)

ohhh... broga hill..

2010-04-24T23:45:00.002+08:00

hey all...
i finally get my lappie to set up for back from aizat... suka. i had been trying to set up the internet connection for the past hour. haihhhhh sekali password salah. siot! si poyo Aan, bg password salah.

well today is my first time working on saturday.. can u believe it people? even i still in shock.. well nothing much to do today. i was browsing through some of the files. we already starting to pack up the stuff. oh yea, the firm gonna move to bangsar soon.

and today nina and aizat come to Sogo to meet me up and we all have a quick karaoke session. thank you guys.

and now i get my lappie back, with all the pictures with me, lets blog about broga hill thingy....
as i had mentioned in my previous blogpost, me nina and aizat went to broga hill.

cerita bermula when, aizat mula menghebohkan berita yang broga hill ni mcm best la, cantik la... so i get a lil' excited and decide to join him. so last sunday, kitorg pergi la. as dumb as it may be sound, i really thought that place macam look out point ampang where you get there by car. sekali sampai2 baru tahu kena panjat-panjat, ada involve aksi-aksi lasak. seriously, i told them i wanna stay in the car.

the last time i did all this outdoor activities back in 2005 where i end up with a sprained ankle. i didnt go to school for a week. and i guess its a sign that it should be my last. sekali, ini kena panjat2 pulakk. haiihhh... rasa cam nak nangess... hmmm...

by the time we arrived there, its almost 8, if im not mistaken. so the track is still wet and for somebody like me who loath all kind of activity that involved more than a 10 muscles to work simultaneously, its kinda hard. ok scratch that, it is HARD!

ini semua pasal aizat!! ceit. lepas ni mmg aku dah tak kan termakan dah kata2 poyo kau tu. penat kot. about 3/4 from the first peak, i almost give up. i ran out of breath and my face turn white. (ini prove the point that i didnt work out!) seriously i really thought im going to die there. padahal 1.7++ km je kot. memang memalukan. i didnt bring along my inhaler. nina dah cuak and marah2 aizat. i was like, gadoh la korang, aku nak duduk je... but after few minutes break and the thought of i might be sitting on creepy crawling thing, i am ready to continue with the journey.

well, to be honest, it was a good experience. the view was awesome... but i wouldn't dream to do it again. and im already excluded from aizat list for his next outdoor plan. well let me tell you mr., tak hingin pon masuk list tu. hehehe...and people, the only hill i CAN and WILLING to climb is bukit bintang..well who doesn't kannn???

these are the few pictures taken... (nina, sorry. aku malas nak edit, main amik je ni..)

ohhh... quick updates!

2010-04-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

last sunday, me, nina and aizat went for a lil something2 at broga hill.
si poyo aizat itu sudah berjanji utk email gambar, tp smpai skrg masih tak kelihatan.
so bila dpt gmbr baru best nak cerita. postponed dula ya.

and TODAY IS THE- AKU-SAKIT-PERUT-NAK-MUNTAH-PENGSAN-DAY....
hmmmm... cuak cuak.
result keluar today. ingat malas nak check tp mama dah paksa2. hisssshhh..
but Alhamdulillah, so far semua pass. land law punya result je tak dpt lagi. hopefully ok la.
sedikit kecewa dgn result public international law. im expecting moreeee.. maybe i had attempted a wrong question. i should do question no 5 rather than question no 1 or 3. but what the hell, layan kan aje lah. i'll try harder next sem, insya Allah.

and congrats to Najwa aka gangster kering and Faz aka fuzzy @ faz and furious. im proud of both of u. and i hope the others got a pretty good result too. amin!

ouh and some updates pasal my internship.
kerja-kerja still bearable. besides the facts i have to wake up early every morning, everything else is not much of a stress.
faz konon suruh ambik gambar setiap hari tunjuk aku pakai baju apa.
meh sini nak habaq mai.
setiap hari aku pakai baju hitam putih je okesh... ahahahah. kalau x baju kurung yg aku pakai pergi class, baju kemeja putih kosong atau yg sedikit bergaris2 hitam aku balun...

BOSAN!!!

mama tanya, "awak kena pakai baju hitam putih sepanjang internship ni ke?"
"yea ma..."menjawab dgn lemah.
"bosannya, x colourful langsung." mama menambah.

tahu takpe. saya nak colourful2. hehe. tp layan kan je lah..

ok then, sampai sini saja. til next updates ok.
p/s: wani ku sayang, cukup tak update ni? hehe.

bye love

ohhh... updates updates...

2010-04-15T00:12:00.001+08:00

hello....
emmm okk... i just finished with my ~~finals~~ last week on tuesday.

how was it?
NOT GOOD, not good at all! i dunno what to expect. not enough time to write all my answer, the questions were so freaking hard (or maybe i didn't prepare much) bla bla bla... i can list down all the shits happened, but what the hell... it doesn't even matter. bcos i have a strong feeling im going to fail miserably. with that much shits in my brain i need a break. i need my gula-gula ceria.

and God hear my wish. :)
my days were filled with 'em!
heeeeeeee.

last Thursday, we were planning to go picnic at Ulu Yam, but unforetunately that awesome plan got cancelled. Faz yg dah mati kutu tatau nak buat apa kat rumah, called me. with her "konon comel" voice, she asked me to teman her going out and stuff. ok ok. saya yg baik mcm angel ni pon teman laaa... heheh.

we went to nichie (camni eh eja dia?) at Jalan Chan Sow Lin. gila bapak besar kedai dia smpai hilang mood nak cr barang. and later we went to klcc for late lunch. let me called that day as hari cokelat sedap. why?? because we bought Godiva chocolate drink which i forgot what was the name (for the first time y'all.. ahahahah ok ~~lame~~. but whatever. that place looks rather too fancy for me),and some super yummy cuppies at bisou .sedap ok. the drink was beyond words.. ahahah melampau tak? way better that starbuck's. muahahha. and the cuppies so cuteeeee... tp, i forgot to take the pictures... hmmmm

anddd on Friday, me and najwa went for some shopping at one utama. ya know, gettin ready for the "big day". let just say it's been a while since the last time i shop like that! (saya selalu broke sebab lebih sanggup beli makanan dari beli baju!)

and later, we went to uia cos faz wanna get some of her stuff she left there. then we proceeds to faz's and najwa's place.

(at faz's place.)

(ni nak cover sebab ada kereta nak lalu :P)

ok serious xda keja!

and at nite we went for quick karoeke session!

woooo seronok ok! i wish all the girls were there... spend one whole day with them was so much fun!
faz until the next time we met ok! (faz will be doing her internship at johor. next time we'll be meeting her is when the school start on July. lamaaaa tuuu....!)

on Saturday, me nina aizat and his friend went all the way to bagan lalang for super awesome seafood. yea, that farrrrr ok! but it worth every penny. sedikit menyesal tak order lebih banyak! fun fun. on our way to that place, both me and nina cannot stop talking. membebel saja! we both had been simpan perut for that nite. lapa gilaaaa. bila makan semua tersenyap. siap ada bunyi2 cengkerik lg (ok tipu). hehehe... puas hati. ketam masak cili and ikan siakap masak tiga rasa memang ummphhh...sorry i didnt take any pictures but aizat did. nanti i curi dr dia ok! (aizat, if u're reading this sunday nanti aku nak copy of that photos ok)

after all that fun, i've been planning to stay at home on Sunday, but mama had asked me to teman her to jalan TAR. waaaa gila penat weh but teman je la kan...

last Monday, i went to KLCC. i watched clash of the titans. it was good but not that good for me to go weee woooo waaaa... and before that movie, i have a quick drink with najwa. she dress up sooo pretty for work. hehehe.. ok si konon, sila menyesal tanam kepala skrg! kawan saya cun and awak dah melepas! padan muka!
(cisss lupa nak angkat gambar full. cun kot dia pakai high waist pants! )

yea yea, for those who knew might be wondering why i didn't start my internship yet.. ok saya ada technicalities problems yg besar. *exaggerate* thus i have to ask Sime Darby to cancel my application for doing my internship there. it took time for them to process and i know i can't push the officer at Yayasan to reply my application . it is not within her power. so yea, finally i asked for ayah to help me out. luckily he have some friends. thus i have been accepted to do the intern at a law firm. hence im happy.

and TODAY is the big day!

waa cuakkk gila ok. had trouble to sleep last nite. and i thought im going to be a bit late but alhamdulillah. the luck is on my side. i even arrived a bit early (sah cuak yg melampau!) the greetings was warm and the people super friendly. yeaaaayy for me.... regardless, i still missed school though.. hmmmm. and next week, there would be two other intern coming from ukm. yeayyy again for me. im not going to be left alone. i can say it was awesome first day. i already had my first assignment. hehe. im doing the tenancy agreement. cool tak? ok tak la cool mana but still... at least i have some works to do rather than sitting there like a mad person...hehe.

ok then, im off to bed now. i'll have an early start tomorrow. (ciss ~~mcm bdk sekolah~~!)

bye love

2010-04-11T14:24:00.000+08:00

i've got soooo many things to tell...

tapi malaslah.

later maybe.

2010-04-06T14:27:00.002+08:00

bad bad semester.

bad bad subjects.

bad bad me.

and i foresee bad bad result.

nuff said!

ohhh... a week in a nutshell. (part 2)

2010-03-21T23:38:00.004+08:00

ahhhhhhh... yesterday was super awesome!
went to HOT AIR BALLOON FIESTA at putrajaya!
planned to bertolak from college at 8, but mimpi je lahhh. i went to bed at 3.30am. nasib baik terjaga at 8.15am.
and langkah bijak saya utk call wani. heh dia pon tak bangun!

well to cut the story short, we all a tad late from the initial plan.
and once we arrived, the tickets for the rides sold out already. heh.
kecewa.
nasib baik kawan saya semua cool, we managed to have fun in the end.

cam-whore session-lompat kijang la, lompat katak la nak amik gambar punya pasal.. kelakar.
archery- mcm robin hood:)
berlari kejar bus untuk ke alamanda. sbb malas nk cari parking bayar parking dan macam2 lagi.
driver bus paling cool penah saya jumpa. he stopped at several spot. siap kasik kitorg amik gambar lagi. cool x???
makan nasi mcm 10 hari tak makan
cam-whore at alamanda
kembali ke tapak fiesta dan ambil gambar bersama darth vader...

what a way to spent your weekend kan?
and im all prepared to study for finals now...!

these are some of the pictures taken...
more to be uploaded at facebook . and it's only when i finished with my finals...
hmmmm til then.

ohhh... a week in a nutshell. (part 1)

2010-03-21T22:43:00.001+08:00

this week had been AWESOME!
i cant recall the last time i had these much fun.
i had fun and i bet the girls had fun too.

let's start with HAZWANI RODIN'S BIRTHDAY.

wani birthday was on 13th march, which falls on saturday. we celebrated on the next tuesday instead.

date: 16th march 2010
time: 9.00pm
day: tuesday
venue: bora asmara

heh! the guest arrived later than the birthday girl. thus, i saw small oppurtunity of cam-whore session with wani outside bora asmara. (menyempat!) 10 minutes later, the "VIP" arrived..ahahahah (korang, dpt sense tak the sarcasm?) hehehe..

perkara comel no 1:
nik came in with a cuppies which wani believe we baked it. (tak la yang, we bought it at modestos)

perkara cool no 2:
the birthday present. the book title love spell something something. forget the title already :)

perkara cool no 3:
cam-whore. (harus mention!)

perkara cool no 4:
the band sang birthday song, poco-poco and kopi dangdut.
haihhhh this is indeed very funny.
alya's friend, lan, is very cool to gelek2 with one of the member of the band. ahahahha. gelek macam shakira tu. mmg hips dont lie, i tell ya.
and we all ~~ASKED~~ (more like paksa actually) wani to gelek. ahahah and and to make it even funnier nik pon gelek jugak! gila cool nik mahmood ni! kelakar gila. fun fun fun.
everyone is very sporting which makes it much more awesome.

perkara cool no 5:
alya sang ruth sahanaya's kau segalanya with the band.
for those who knew alya, they must know that alya sing very well. and and wani request for alya to sing that song. gila cool!
the video up at facebook:)

perkara cool no 6:
i had fun!
the girls had fun.
hence im happy!

and , on our way back,
faz's car run out of petrol! perrrfect! tu lah faz, blagak sgt... hehehehe..
ahahahha
2 walk for 2 kilometers to the petrol station.
heh, suprisingly, we managed to laugh about it on our way back to faz's place.

....................................................

on monday
i had lunch with nina at econ's cafe.
hmmmm apa lagi, qada balik cerita tertunggak seminggu:)
ahahahha
puas hati!

and on thursday, i got text from nina. ajak keluar menyetan!
ahahahha
love.
yea why not, last before exam start kan...
we go for karaoke with acap and fahmi. yeah the usual crowd.
had fun!
and later we had dinner at nasi lemak antarabangsa, kg bharu. ahhhh sedap gila. puas hati aku!

and i guess, something perfect cannot be planned, it just... happen.
and in our case, everything just falls into places. i love <3

to be continue:)

ohhh... happy birthday, wani!

2010-03-14T13:35:00.001+08:00

dear wani bunny...

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY, DARLING...

LOVE u loads!

may Allah shower you with His blessing.

well, i never thought i can be this "close" with you...

i am lucky to have u as my "gula-gula ceria"

THANK YOU!

p/s: we gonna celebrate your birthday soon ok darling.
can't wait!

with love,
fathjamel

ohhh... minggu ini...

2010-03-13T03:05:00.006+08:00

.... kelakar sebenarnya.*dah tak tahu nak descride mcm mana dah*

shits happened but whatever, this is wayyyy to ridiculous to even mentioned.
well 10 years from now, this definitely will be a something to be laugh about.

and sampai skrg aku ~~"benci"~~ najwa for sending me that msg.aku gelak sorang dlm train. mesti org ingt aku gila. ceit!

ok satu soalan, RBBRSS, stand for....? sapa dpt break this code sila tuntut satu starbucks drink dari saya. *girls, contest ini bkn utk korang, maaf!*

ohhh ini distraction terbaik.

and and hopefully alice in wonderland stay lama dlm cinema. i didnt see myself watching that movie in the near future. salahkan sekolah and kerja! benciiiii...

ok semua, saya pergi dulu.

ada test next monday. saya kena baca buku. baru jadi nerd terbaik!

bye love

ohhh... bodoh!

2010-03-11T01:22:00.002+08:00

and the award for the most DUMB person on earth goes to....... jeng jeng jeng *drum rolls*

YOU!

fuck.
i cant believe u did it again.
sumpah bodoh.
and in a way im quite relieved actually. i bail out earlier.
ahahhaha.
we'll see how this goes.
i had a feeling this going to be ugliiiieeeehhhh....*devil laugh*
or.... maybe not...
and that's only because people are just sick of u.
little advice dear, its your lost. not them.
u might be end up being friend-less, and the only one who care is your pathetic man (if u're lucky!).

2010-03-09T03:35:00.001+08:00

post dental appoinment III:

while im talking to my friend just now, i realized i cant eat nasi lemak at least for another two weeks.

godddd, that's not a good sign:(

nasi lemak is my own personal kind of drug.. erghhhh *stress*

2010-03-08T11:43:00.005+08:00

post dental appoinment II:

ahhhhh laparrrr... Sgt!
ini menimbulkan kemarahan!

--fath jamel, pls stop throwing tantrums.
The pain will soon gone *cross fingers*

2010-03-07T14:18:00.004+08:00

post dental appointment I:

my wisdom tooth trying to kill me!

and im not kidding..

erghhhhh..

btw, ada org penah mati jumpa dentist x?

ohhh... geram!

2010-03-03T21:29:00.002+08:00

perkara-perkara yang mencabar kesabaran saya.

situasi I:

masa: around 4pm
tempat: kiosk AIKOL

"hmmm, dahaga nya, nak minum air apa eh..?" fath bermonolog sendiri
tangan pantas membuka peti sejuk, dan mengambil air tin. dlm hati berkata, "wow sejuknya.. sedapppp.."

masa: 4.37 am
tempat: di atas katil.

"fuck! dah pukul 4. bangang.. sape suruh beli air nescafe td."fath mencarut seorang diri tak puas hati. ada class pagi pukul 9 nanti..
...........................................

situasi II:

rasa macam rajin nak pakai baju kurung esok. lantas, fath mengambil baju kurung yang paling senang di seterika. habis seterika, terfikir pula, nak pakai tudung colour apa..? hmmmm pakai colour beige la.. baru beli tudung baru ni (belagak sikit, sebab x penah beli tudung sendiri.. selama ni tudung adalah ehsan dari mama tercinta atau erti kata lain, selama ni asyik rembat tudung mama sahaja...T___T)

setelah 15 minit menggosok tudung baru tersebut, kedutan masih tidak hilang. wooowww ini memang mencabar kesabaran. mari saya cuba guna iron rakan sebilik pula. mana tahu, iron saya rosak.. tp hasil memang mengecewakan. setelah hampir 30 minit, fath menjadi marah lalu berkata " ahhhhh pegi mampos, aku nak pakai jugak..."

keesokkan harinya, fath bangun awal sedikit dari haziqah. kagumkan? anyways lepas mandi semua, bila time nak pakai tudung, tudung buat hal. memang mcm cilaka... (fyi,semua perempuan yang pakai tudung akan menjadi marah bila tudung susah dibentuk.. analoginya seperti situasi bad hair day... bengang sungguh!)

haziqah yang pada mulanya banggun lambat tadi, dah siap dulu dan pergi ke kelas lebih awal... ok rasa mcm nak "berzikir" panjang.... setelah lama menahan marah, fath ambil tudung lain, pakai dgn pantas dan pergi ke kelas sambil hati membuak-buak kemarahan... dalam hati berkata " aku nak bakar tudung tu balik nanti!"

hmmmphhh...
...............................

ok, dah habis cerita...geram kannnn???
berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikulnya *tiba-tiba*

saya nak pergi tidur dahulu. nak membalas dendam mlm tadi x boleh tidur.

bye love.

ohhh... my 3 magic words.

2010-03-01T00:53:00.001+08:00

so it all started with, the movie "valentine day" and lunch at econs with faz and najwa...

if u had watch the movie, at the end, the narrator was saying his 3 magic words which is " lets get naked"..
and last thursday,they asked what's mine.. and i was like.. emmm i dunno..

and i took 3 days to think what's my 3 magic words.

the option:
1) jom pegi kareoke
2) please, thank u
byk lagi la.. tp dah lupa...

and now i have decide, my 3 magic words are...

i love you! (or sewaktu dgnnya)

hehehe... i know.. i love u and i took 3 days to think of that?
heyyy shaddap u!.biar la...

najwa's: kan aku ada (oh love sgt!)
faz's: it's for free (ahahahah aku dah tau dah!)
mael: let's make love (bangang!)
burn: are u ready..(aku x faham mcm mana phrase ni blh jd magic)

hmmmm...

nak tanya org lain pulak la...
bye love..

ohhh... yes i am...

2010-02-28T02:04:00.001+08:00

a workaholic...

but some says i am ~~sickkk~~. very sick.
shit...

every semester, during this time, i would go crazy-mazzy over my works.
i hate it. like seriously, hate it!

like my mind cant stop thinking..like, when shud i start doing this and that. and this thing going on and on and on and it makes me sick. and sometimes it bother my sleep.and when it happens, i'll get grumpy... hmmm..

i hate when works start piling up and i have no time for my friends and much worst for myself.
hmmmm...

had a talk with a friend last nite..
he said he can feel my moodiness (is there such word?) from miles away..
cissss... i hate u!
well i feel better after talking with him. much better indeed.
he said i should take it easy and don't be hard on myself.

hmmmm...maybe i should..
but not now.
i had assignment to submit on monday, 2 presentations on tuesday and a test on wednesday.
maybe after that, i will have some break.

well... that's how suck my life been for the past weeks...
hmmmm.
please, cepat, dah tak larat..
i wanna have some fun with my girls, without having all these thoughts in my head.
pleaseeee....

ohhh... the highlights

2010-02-28T01:36:00.001+08:00

1) meet up with senah and the girls:)

2) kak anis engagement! congrats!

2) alya's birthday!

happy birthday dear!

17 february

venue: the ship, bukit bintang.

3) shirk theater. wanie berlakonnnn.. how cool is that? but, im not there.. cissss. guilty tahap dewa. wanie, if u reading this, im really sorry.nanti u belakon lagi skali okesh? love u darling!

2010-02-27T03:55:00.000+08:00

thank u so much.

thank you for not giving up:)

ohhh... im sorry...

2010-02-24T15:07:00.001+08:00

i feel like kicking someone's ass. any volunteer?

i feel mad.
i feel sad.
i feel dissatisfied.
i feel anything but good.

this mixed feeling bring the worst in me.
thus, i have decided to keep myself away from people that i love because of a fear that i might hurt them.
only for a while. maybe a day or perhaps an hour.
im very good in hiding my feelings.
:)

and just so u know, the fact that i had chosen something else over u doesn't mean u r less important.
u are very dear to my heart.
but my hands are tied.
i hope u understand.
and im so sorry if what i did had caused sadness in your heart. *mak aih.. ayat x blh blah*

and in case u still don't know me that much,
i have to warn u.
this is me.
i have my goal.
and it is important for me to reach it.

hence, dont let me choose.
because i will always make the same "mistake".
and my answer are always firm.

(p/s: i might not always be there, present 24/7, but it is important for u to know that im just a phone call away. so just pick up ur phone and dial my number, ok sayang?)

hmmmm...
til then,
bye love.

2010-02-19T05:45:00.000+08:00

ok this is random but do u know there exist a state call NAURU?
heh.. mesti tak tahu kan. kan kan?
Nauru is the world's smallest island nation, covering just 21 square kilometres.
kecik nya!

ohhh... let's rewind.

2010-02-18T22:27:00.003+08:00

i went to perak over the holiday, visiting my grandma. manage to gain few kilos there.just so u know, my grandma kitchen "berhantu". once u in that kitchen, its quite impossible to stop ur hand from grabbing some foods. be it roti canai, or biscuits or any leftovers.... uuuuhhhhh now i miss the kari ikan and pecal...

well, done with that, now im in college. ok bosan. i have to prepare for some presentation for next week..

ohhh...btw, i just got back from klcc. going out for movies with mael. he picked percy jackson, the lightning thief and i picked valentine day. at first he is quite reluctant to watch valentine day but after some ~~persuasion~~ (more like forcing) he surrender. surprisingly (not really) he enjoyed that movie. ahahah..
-comments after watching both movies:
mael: valentine day lagi best.
fath: kannnn.. i told u so. aku selalu pilih yang best.
mael: cehhh...
:)

well, anyways, percy jackson was mediocre. i give 4.5 over 10.

hmmm... now im off to finish my battle with public international law. shall write again later.

bye love.

ohhh... what a week!

2010-02-13T18:55:00.000+08:00

this week was a shit. holy shit. too much work. too much test, too much words to read and memorize, too much everything. and my brain was thiissss close to blow up.

went to sime darby convention centre on tuesday. they held some ceremony there and also some briefing regarding the agreement.

and the lecturer have no mercy. everyday i got a test. not to mention the presentations and assignments. gila.
and all the subjects need a full attention from me. (serve me right, dlm class x penah concentrate!)
. benci!

after i finished with the test on thursday, i feel like jumping up and down. as i hand my answer script to Dr Hanif, i grinned from ear to ear. hahah. and i look at haziq and says, "jommm aku dah tak sabar dah ni... "
me and my roomies went to jusco. ahahhaha. seee... i was that excited to go to jusco. ahahhaha. that prove my total desperation to see the world outside uia. yes i am that desperate.

after came back from jusco, nina text " jadi lah keluar today". i was like wahh penat nya! but what the heck, i wanna go out! its been a while since the last time i hang out with them. and few minutes later, nina, acap and fahmi arrived. it was a fun night.

and yesterday, we all gather to celebrate faz's birthday at full house, jalan yap kwan seng. i know, lambatnyaaa. but everyone was busy. heeee.
we had soooooo much fun. but the birthday girl came a lil late because her car broke down in the middle of kl. haihhhh neo tu baby faz ok. tak keruan dia. it caused traffic jam near jalan tun razak to kg bharu. ahahah.. semua org tgk, mesti dia fikir, apalah perempuan ni semua buat.

well guys, it's been a while since we all gather. 10 years from now, we all gonna reminisce all the memories and laugh it all out. i sayang my gula-gula ceria. very much!

dear faz,
despite the shit happen that evening,
hope u enjoy it.

i love you crazee driver!
muahhh...

and yes,my dearest friend, hasanah is in malaysia for her sister wedding.

ok next on the list, satu hari bersama senah!

ohhh... happy birthday gadisKU.

2010-02-13T17:41:00.000+08:00

i've read it once that we always forget the important stuff, the stupid stuff that we remember.
heeee:)
it is sooo true. but in my case, i do remember them all, but i forgot to mention it here.
so since i've got an ample time today,
i would like to wish my girls happy belated birthday!

1) my crazee roomies, fairouszana! (9th January)

2) my dearest adik, iman (20 january)

3) my childhood bestfriend, dezy. more than 16 years of friendship and still counting (21 january)

4) my sweetest darling, fazlina fazi. (4th febuary)

5) the sexiest diva, dee. (8th febuary)

6) my own personal yuna, quia. (12 febuary)

(sorry, im damn lazy to crop these pictures)

i love u guys to bits.

and have an awesome year ahead.

may Allah shower u with all His blessing.

with <3,

fathjamel

ohhh.. cepat!

2010-02-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

i owed my gula gula ceria.
big time.
i was so caught up in work that i kinda "abandoned" them.
sorry.

pls waittt...
wait til im done with all these shits.
on thursday, when the clock strikes 7, we shall go out and have some fun ok.
i promise.

ohhh... life!

2010-02-06T02:53:00.001+08:00

and here i am. stuck in college. alone in my room. doing my never ending works.
i feel like killing someone.
u know when you got so much to do, til u dont know which one to start first... yeah. that is exactly what i feel right now..

well anyways, knowing me.. byk keje sket mula la call semua org untuk merungut.
semua respond sama. "sabar je lah. nak buat camne".

tp when i talked to haziq, dia punya approach lain sket.

fath jamel:ko apa cerita huh?
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: bese2 je
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: single lg
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: ko?
fath jamel: makin benci dgn hidup sendiri
fath jamel: haihhhhhh
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: laaa
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: y?
fath jamel: ahahahha
fath jamel: xde la
fath jamel: saje je exaggerate
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: yela
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: apekah mslhnye
fath jamel: byk keje je
fath jamel: aku bosan
fath jamel: nak keluar berjalan2
fath jamel: menikmati dunia
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: nk tau kls ak abis pkl bape arini
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: pkl 630
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: stat pkl8
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: nk dkt 12 jam
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: ak tau mende ni x mmbantu menyelesaikan mslh ko
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: tp
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: ak jeles ngan korang yg blaja kt msia
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: =(
fath jamel: gila ahhh
fath jamel: setiap hari ke?
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: selalunye 8 spi 530
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: kalo mlg sket
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: blh spi 730
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: 730 pnh skali je
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: 630 pnh la beberapa kali
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: 530 blh nk dkt setiap kali
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: so kalo 530 kali 630 kali 730
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: 24374700
fath jamel: hmmmm
fath jamel: ok aku nampak point kau
fath jamel: aku patut bersyukur
fath jamel: ok ok
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: haha
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: itu sampingan je
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: x pe la
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: manusia nk gak mengeluh kdg2
nATIQueo oeuQITAn: kool la

terkedu. ok ok. bersyukur..
ok people, saya mahu sambung perjuangan saya.
selamat malam.

bye love.

ohhh... rintihan hati..

2010-02-04T16:53:00.001+08:00

saya penat.
sangat.
saya macam zombie.
saya benci.
saya nak marah.
saya jadi kelam kabut.
semua berterabur.

tolong sekolah, cepat habis.
tolong cuti datang pantas.
saya nak family tercinta.
saya nak gula-gula ceria.
saya nak makan banyak-banyak.
saya nak berparty.
saya nak menyanyi dan menari.
saya nak tido sepuluh jam.
saya nak tengok tv sepanjang hari.
saya nak lepak dkt starbucks mencuci mata.
sumpah benci hidup sendiri.

(xpe fath, one step at the time.. )

2010-01-29T17:22:00.001+08:00

ALHAMDULILLAH.

thank you my lord.

ohhh... sorry.

2010-01-29T00:05:00.001+08:00

ini cerita lama, but whatever. since dah ada mood nak update kan..:)

last week, i went out with nina and sheera.

we had ayam penyet for lunch and teman nina to jpj to make a new license(she lost her wallet at bandung months or perhaps a year ago.. sekarang baru nak buat. well, ini adalah perangai biasa nina.)*ckp sambil tersenyum makan hati* and after that we decided to watch toothfairy. hmmm. honestly, cerita itu bodoh. tp sebab dah sanggap lama tak tgk movie, aku layan je...

before we head back home, we had cheese cuppies at the loaf.. ahhhhh.. its been a while. and sambil makan2, we got distracted by nina's phone casing. eeeehhh dah tercabut2 dah tp dia still biarkan je. handphone dah canggih. casing kasik cun la..

well, aku dah lama terasa nak cabut tp... memandangkan nina mempunyai masalah untuk menjaga barang-barang dia (dont let me start with dia punya glasses.. ), aku rasa dia perlukan segala protection yg ada utk phone dia. tp sheera dgn pantas dan bijak, cabut benda tu. ahahaha.. nina mcm, "wehhhh...". aku plak macam "hahahhaha".

so nak make up punya pasal, aku keluarkan pencil case aku yang penuh dengan pen warna-warni. sheera pon starts doodling on the phone case.. (ok tetiba aku rindu skolah, tak pasal-pasal)

ini hasilnya:

ok orang lidi tu suppose to represent us. tgk dia ikut height. the one in pink is me, the tallest. muahahah. and in purple is nina the shortest among all.(god, how come acap baru prasan nina pendek.. hmmm) and in blue is sheera:)

sila maafkan kegedikkan nina di sini..

god, now aku rindu semua orang. cisss.
hmmmm..
til then,
bye love.

ohhh... sakit hati..

2010-01-28T23:26:00.001+08:00

i was talking with mael just now. konon nak belagak semalam buat movie marathon. skali diri sendiri yang sakit hati...

following are the conversation between me and him.
conversation 1:

fath: semalam aku buat movie marathon.
mael: tgk cte apa?
fath: case 39 ngan sherlock holmes.
mael: kau baru tgk sherlock holmes?
mael: aku dah tgk dua kali ok.
mael: ahahahhahaha
fath: aku dah agak kau akan gelak, so aku akan buat bodoh..
mael: ahahahha
fath: eeeee... tolong jgn belagak sgt blh x?
mael: eh biar la. aku nak poyo jugak ngan kau..
fath: ehhh..kau ingt aku kesah?
mael: of coz la kau kesah..
fath: cisssss. damyuh..

conversation 2

fath: kau tau tak aku tgk case 39 sorang2?
mael: mana plak muncul keberanian kau?
fath: aku tatau cte tu cte seram...
i was like sitting in the middle of that row. sorang2. xde sape kiri kanan aku..
mael: woooo.. ok aku blh imagine. this is like friday the 13th all over again...
fath: aku tahan je ok nak jerit.
mael: ahahahha.. kau dpt tahan ke??
fath: tak.. haha..
mael: hahah.. moral of the story, len kali tgk movie camtu ngan aku.
tggu aku blk.
fath: hehhh nak tggu kau blk, aku blh beranak satu ok..laaaamaaaaaaa....
mael: eh apa plak lama. lg 2 minggu je.
fath: x lama kau ckp. kira bape lama since last time kau blk..
mael: laaaa.. sapa suruh kau from that time. adoiii.
fath: ehhh suka aku la nak kira camne pon..
mael: ok fine...
fath: yes, aku menang..
ehhh sila pulang dgn kadar segera supaya aku blh heret kau kemana sahaja.
mael: ok..

sekarang official, aku rindu kau. sila pulang, jadi driver terbaik aku.
terima kasih:)

ohhh... life!

2010-01-28T19:42:00.001+08:00

last weekend, i bought the game "life" for my sister birthday. the game is awesome. terima kasih dee kerana telah berjaya menghasut kami semua:)

dlm game tu ada la part when u have to stop, and make ur "life decision", and my youngest sister was like, "eh nak pilih ni la.." then in a split second, "tak jadi, tak jadi. min nak ikut jln ni."

mana blh camtu kan... heheh.. well anyways apa yang saya nak ckp ialah..

"life is a gamble"

ok i know, gila cheesy but i think it is very much true.

everyday u have to make decision. from the simplest thing such as what to eat for lunch, to the biggest thing in life, such as what to wear for your date.. (so what if i had trouble choosing what to wear. apa kau kesah? *emo tetiba*) .. T___T

well, in life, u have to choose one. u cannot have it all.
and once u had make the decision, there's no turning back. u may make the right one or u may not. if not, just suck and deal with it. and try not to repeat it again. hmmmmm...

on a seperate note,
i was doing some studying, research and make some notes. and i dont understand ~~a thing~~ about it *exaggeration*.

i have one question, have u ever feel the more you read, the more u dont know? erghhhh i hate that! like my mind goes everywhere...

AHHHHH... Corporate Finance and Company! screw u both!
im not going to let u ruin my day.

til then,
bye love.

2010-01-26T01:57:00.001+08:00

i had planned for movie marathon tomorrow..

but selepas menjadi pemalas yang terbaik penah hidup di alam semesta ini, semua plan cantik itu harus di tangguhkan or maybe cancel. kerja menimbun! internet pulak memanggil2. ada saja yang mahu di surf, di download. sialan...

sekarang rasa macam nak gelak dan menangis dalam masa yang sama. erghhhhh.

ok fath, one step at the time. siapkan kan kerja dulu ya...?

ohhh... busy bee.

2010-01-25T19:07:00.001+08:00

last week had been one hell of a week. my hands are tied up with works and stuff. assignmnents coming non-stop. tests keeping me busy bee. i've to juggle everything. school, works and my social life. which i have no complaint with. i like it. it makes my brain work, it makes my body works. like one night im burning my midnight candle to study and once i finish, im out having some fun. i like that kind of life, dont you? yes, it worn me out, but at least i can have both. balance baby, balance is the key. u have to know when to say yes, and when to say no.

well, talking about having some fun, i manage to squeeze in some luncheons with the girls and went out for movie and karaoke. heeeee, feels like superwoman already... muahahahah..

well,there's no way im living my day without them. they were my rock! they were my drugs. (heart<3). well, thats my weekdays in short.

and my weekend sucks to the max. my sister, iman went off for boarding school.*tears* it feels empty now. thats because i can no longer shouted to ask her to do something. hmmm it feels weird tho. hmmmm. she always been a good sister. bila suruh buat, despite mulut x berenti bercakap.. hmmm i miss her. she will do just fine, i hope. she's very resourceful, so i had no worries for her. she will fine her way. and yes, aku tahu sape2 bully adek aku, mmg hidup kau tak panjang.

sekian, terima kasih.

ohhh... rewind balik, please.

2010-01-17T01:56:00.001+08:00

last week went well.

went out with my other half(nina) and mira, before mira left for perak. well, i had fun with them. they always crack me up.

and the next day, i went out with my gula-gula ceria. it was a blast girls. thank you.

and now, im at home, working my ass off. two test approaching next week, and im barely know the subjects. last minute work, as usual T___T

i said no to picnic with my gula-gula ceria. erghhhh. well, i guess there are things u need to sacrifice. you cant have it all. i hope the girls understand (which i knew they will!). i wonder how it goes.. hmmm.

well, anyways,i just wanna say, thanks Allah as i have the best of both world.
alhamdulillah.
im blessed bitch:)
hmmm.. im off to finish up my notes.

til then,
bye love

ohhh... he's a real gentleman.

2010-01-09T18:35:00.002+08:00

date: 7th january 2010, thursday
venue: sunway lagoon
description: ne-yo, year of the gentleman tour.

ohhh... wada's wedding.

2010-01-09T13:10:00.001+08:00

date: 2nd january 2010, saturday.
venue: cattleya grand ballroom,wisma PKPS, shah alam.
description: arul & wada's wedding.

ohhh... kan dah cakap, ini malam suka ria.

2010-01-09T02:06:00.001+08:00

ok i just finished ONE company law tutorial question. only one! ceit... there's plenty of other stuff to be done. but, what the heck, a lil break won't kill, kan?

last nite was awesomely awesome! i dont have any sort of expectation when i went to the concert. heck, i dont even feels excited at first. cuma, sekali sekala ada la rasa..heee.. (waktu faten tunjuk newspaper ckp neyo had arrived here, i *accidentally* menjerit kegembiraan. haihhh hilang watak serious saya. well, anyways, i had so much fun. it feels like a dream. suka sangat.

NE-YO,AWESOME!
THE SONGS, AWESOME!
THE VOCAL, AWESOME!
THE PERFORMANCE, AWESOME!
THE ENERGY, AWESOME!
EVERYTHING IS JUST AWESOME.

god. worth every penny, i tell you. faz at first like tahan-tahan. but when he hits it, ahhh dia pon tak nak kalah. we were standing like for 4 hours man. just move with the beat and sang our lungs out.. god, now my legs hurts and my throat sore. but damnit, i can do it all over again.heee..

on our back, i was like, quiet for a few minutes, and faz cannot stop saying how much she enjoyed it. i was like, yup, yup. im just speechless, trying to digest everything. i was like, did i just do that? well after few minutes, mulut ini tidak boleh berhenti berkata-kata.. (itu trait susah nak di buang, im a talking machine. pot pet pot pet)

after all the shits and what not, the concert seems a relevan way to channel everything. let loose a bit and move with the groove. i was like, pergi mam--- org kiri kanan aku, im having the time of my life!heeee..

haihhhh.. im having fun and sure as hell my 2010 kick in style.

pictures are to be uploaded later. sebab photo bucket acting like a real bitch and i've got land law case to be read.

til then,
bye love.

ohhh... malam ini malam suka ria.

2010-01-07T14:55:00.001+08:00

i just listed down all the works i had to do over the weekend.
mak aihhhh.. banyak nya.
erghhhh nak nanges;(
plus, semalam cikgu corporate finance dah pangkah saya.
"fathihah, do ur revision ok!"
*wtf* dlm hati terus cakap "cikgu ni siap la.. aku dapat A nanti jgn pengsan"

ok i admit, for the past few weeks, saya banyak main.
penat sebenarnya. all my class finish at 6.and on wednesday my class from 9 am to 10 pm. hurgghhhh. jadual tak best langsung:(
so, by the time i get back and had my dinner, im too tired to do anything, what more to do my revision. i crush my bed at 12.30 ppl! ok that's not me.
but yesterday was my wake up call, after the so called public humiliation.
so yeah... now, i had to adjust myself to suit the hectic schedule. i'll try my best to find a time to revise the subjects. i guess, while waiting for my tutorial to start i should stay in the library instead of going back to my room.hmmmm maybe. that's an option,kan..

well anyways, enough with that.

ok malam ni nak bersuka ria bersama faz...
sebelum jadi zombie again. i shud enjoy myself kan? balance is the key baby.

heee:)

and people, nanti saya cerita ok apa yang jadi.

til then,
bye love.

p/s: i like wanie latest post. heee. my fav, would be "forgive your enemy, nothing annoys them much." heee... setuju. at least kita feel relief kan?

2010-01-05T18:56:00.003+08:00

when the whole world is crashing down, it's nice to know that there's someone there to pull u up, hug u real tight and whisper in ur ears, "it's ok.im here."

ohhh... chocolate cream chips...

2010-01-05T18:49:00.007+08:00

just got back from klcc. went for a drink with a friend of mine... wooo.. it's been a while since the last time i met him. 10 months maybe. well anyways, its a good catch up session..
and i bumped with mira in the lrt. she's going back to utp soon...:(

and my plan after this?
went out for dinner with my gula-gula ceria. heeee..

bye love

ohhh... my weekend.

2010-01-04T15:18:00.001+08:00

my weekend was awesome:)

went out with mama and ayah. yes, saya memang suka sebok bila mereka dating berdua.

and on saturday, i went for najwa's sister, wada's wedding at shah alam. it was awesome. despite the facts i hate going to any sort of kenduri-kendara, i actually enjoying it. good food, good company, who can resist, huh?

anyways, ada satu moment waktu kenduri tu, the pengantin stop. i was like, "eh kenapa stop." then wanie whispered to my ear, "wada nak benda ni dari sekolah menengah lagi." ok lagi blurrrr, apa minah ni merepek..? then tiba - tiba lagu from this moment from shania twain kedengaran. then the pengantin pon walk the aisle. tiba-tiba jugak air mata saya mengalir. (that is one of the reason saya tak suka pegi wedding T___T) mcm meremang bulu roma ok. terharu. so sweeettttt...

saya nak amik peluang ini untuk mengucapkan CONGRATULATION TO WADA AND ARUL. MAY ALLAH BLESS UR MARRIAGE WITH LOTSA KIDS. AND MAY IT LAST FOREVER OK! AMEEN..

pictures will be uploaded later ok. connection lembab cam kura-kura.maaf.

til then,
bye love

ohhh... new start, the fresh beginning.

2010-01-01T23:43:00.002+08:00

happy new year, 2010 people. may u have a blast with your love ones, k!

2009 had been such a roller coaster. had the fun part as well as the scary part. which both is essential as it has made me who i am today. u can only experience this if u live ur life. which i had no regret of. all the fun stuff i had was uberly awesome. my friends who were there thru thick and thin, thank you! but it doesn't mean i wanna go back and experience again 2009. naah. no thank you.

i had experienced one heck of tragedy if i may say. something that i never had a thought it would possibly happen to me. but what the hell. life full of suprises, isn't it? so they said, there's blessing in disguise.

i would like to share one of my favorite quote from one of my favorite novel.

"Holding anger is a poison.It eats you from inside.We think that by hating someone we hurt them.But hatred is a curved blade,and the harm we do to others,we also do to ourselves."

all these incidents teach me one thing: "the more you love the more you care".. hence, i would say good bye to the old miss fathihah. and hello to the new and fabulous miss fathihah. the new version of me would be care less about people who bring no good to me. so shoooh to those people. besides, this new spanking version would take no shit from anyone, i mean anyone! no matter who you are. im putting this big NO-NO to whoever you are. i've had enough.

so, 2009, im saying goodbye to you and im not gonna miss you!

as for 2010,
i welcome you with an open arms.
please be nice ok.
im hoping this year gonna be one heck of a year!
and may Allah bless us.

til then,
bye love.

ohhh... new theory.

2009-12-28T21:28:00.001+08:00

faten nabila has a theory. she said:

"aku rasa orang yang muka baik will turn out to be a real bitch, tapi orang yang mcm bitchy sebenarnya ok."

hmmm... i guess this theory might be true.
i, myself had encountered with several situation to support this theory.

what say you?

ohhh... tidak lagi.

2009-12-28T14:56:00.001+08:00

"when you dreaming with a broken heart, the waking up is the hardest part"
-john mayer.

cant get enough of this song..

this song is about when the thing goes wrong with somebody. and you go to sleep, dreaming about them and all the happy moments were there in your dream but then when you wake up, u go like, oh yea, it still not alright.

best sangat.

well anyways...
since i've realised now, my life has always been about other people. but not anymore. enough being Dr Agony. not anymore. na-ah.or at least not to the people i dont give a damn.

hence,my new year resolutions would be a simple one.

1)dont give a fuck about other people.
new principle=
"the more you care, the more you hurt"

2)love the one who loved me, help the one who helped me!

3)keeps the happy thought and always be happy despite all the shit happenned and to surround myself with my gula-gula ceria yang pasti menggembirakan. dan jauhkan diri daripada segala anasir2 jahat yang buat hati sakit.shooh shooh..

4)appreciate more. appreciates the one yang ada bila susah. yes. that people, harus di sayangi lebih lagi:)

see... very the senang one. boleh la achieve mcm tu.heeee.

ok then, im off for now.
i've got class later at 5pm. mahu pergi ke lala land kejap.
bye love

ohhh... tak tahan.

2009-12-27T12:14:00.001+08:00

saya suka, so saya share!

ini special untuk nina! hehe.

ohhh... fun over the weekend.

2009-12-27T10:57:00.001+08:00

hye... so how was your weekend so far?
good? awesome?
cool.. well i have fun to tho.

i just get back from having breakfast with mama and athin. hmmmm its been a while since the last time i had breakfast. no.1 rule when im at home, no waking up before 12. hehe.

mael:yo.
awal bangun
fathjamel:mama kejut.
bangun breakfast
tp ok la
dah lama tak breakfast
tau2 dah lunch je.
mael: kau mmg

(perbincangan ini berlaku pada pukul 11.46am.) see.. kan dah cakap. org yang kenal saya tak akan sangka saya dah bangun...

on thursday, its a family gathering at melawati. its my cousin's birthday. had fun there. chit chat and stuff.

and on friday.... my retail therapy. T____T *grin from ear to ear*

went to bukit bintang for some "treasure hunt". if ya know what i mean.. hehe. gila madness there in bukit bintang. ramai gila orang. nasib baik ada green light boleh blk lambat. and and... one "funny" thing happenned that day. flip flop saya putus. haishhh.. but look at the bright side, i have reason to buy a new pair of shoes. so takpe la..heeee.

and yesterday, me, athin and mama went to watch late nite movie @ klcc. we watched avatar. the graphic was awesome. menyesal tak tgk 3D. give 3 and 1/2 stars. it could get more tho. salahkan ceritanya yg panjang. ada jugak moment2 yang bosan. 2 and half hour kot... lamaaa....

btw, still contemplating whether i should go to neyo concert. now they have christmas offer. the ticket is quite cheap, or should i say, it is at more reasonable price. but here's the thing. saya ada plan yang lagi bombastik dari itu untuk di fikirkan..
hmmmm how?

well, that's how i spent my weekend.

until my next update..

bye love.

ohhh... ini healing process saya.

2009-12-25T03:20:00.001+08:00

ok at first i thought i should delete this blog as it has caused so much trouble. but what the heck. bila tua, saya nak baca balik dan gelak guling-guling macam tenggiling. this week has been gila for me. i guess i blame the hormone. but come to think about it, maybe bukan hormon. i just cant be that "strong" all the time. so yeah, whatever.

this is my healing process:

1)talk talk and talk.(monday)
sebab urgent yang teramat. jiwa kacau mcm haram. saya call my version of 911.. heeee teka sapa. cepat2. jeng jeng jeng..... mael.. ahahahha.thanks ok. kau selalu dengar menda merepek yang langsung x make sense, tp still layan je... he said this:"bagi sayang kau kat orang yang kesah" and he also said " nasib baik aku kat JB. kalau tak aku dah datang sana dah.." haaaa kan saya cakap, dia mcm 911. gila cool ada kawan cam ni.kan kan kan??? jangan jealous kalau awak takde.

2)sepetang bersama najwa and faz.(tuesday)
early dinner, float A&W, kareoke. awwww korang tau how to distract my mind. even just for awhile, korang shud know the impact ok. banyak ok nokk..aiyohhhh sayang gila minah dua orang ini. sayang ok. thank u. dah x boleh cakap apa2 dah. *sebak* heee...(btw, faz, i nak merci ok. satu packet!)

3)overnight with nina and...(wednesday)
ini perempuan memang gila. but i loike.... eheheh.. she said: "fath, kau tak pernah camni". saya mcm:"tu lah. tapi sekarang dah ok." ada lagi perkara menarik... saya kenal dua orang baru, acap aka acapan and fahmi aka fahmun. nice meeting both of u. nina and mereka berdua? gila. semua tak nak mengalah, berebut mic. hahah. i have fun. so thank you!

4)perbincangan hangat between me and fairous. di curi dengar oleh syu..(thursday)
heeee. saya rasa sangat bersalah dengan room mates saya. dah lama tak bersembang bersama. supper bersama. saya rindu. anyways, saya nak amik peluang ini untuk cakap sorry. and fai ckp saya bodoh. ceitttt... xpe bagi chance.. mereka ini tak pernah failed bagi saya gelak. thanks. ini orang buat saya alive di uia, thank u.

5)im home...
its my cousin's birthday. heee. i told dee i had deactivate my facebook and want to delete my blog. dia cakap "its not worth it." well maybe she's right. so im keeping this blog. facebook? malas dah sebenarnya. mcm addiction. tengok la nanti.

lepas tu, i've got messages and calls yang best dari org2 yang saya sayang.. waaaaa...ini semua buat saya terharu. kepada semua orang yang kesah. thank u. sayang yang teramat kamu semua.

and the list continues....
retail therapy, having fun with family and i've got a long list of the things to be done over the weekend. and of course, semuanya fun belaka. eheheheh.

awak semua pon, i hope u guys have fun over the holiday.

bye love.

ohhh... updates updates..

2009-12-18T03:56:00.002+08:00

there's so many things in my head need to be told. akan tetapi, tangan ini makin malas menekan punat-punat keyboard. hmmm. well anyways, here's the update.

1) went for a theater.
"natrah"
istana budaya
10th december 2009
8.30pm.

2) went out with mael
its been a while since the last time i hang out with him. movie, lunch, oldtown. thank u. heeee sorry sebab asyik postpone. kau tahu aku kan?? eventho x slalu jumpa, we always find our ways to get connected. *all hail to phone and internet* well senang cerita, he always there. so sahabat, terima kasih. and also thank u sebab managed to put up dgn perangai huduh aku. heeee.. kawan sampai mati ok!

3) the girls and roommates terchenta...
meraka adalah reason saya alive di college. thank u.

4) perbincangan hangat with haziq.
bila kau blk malaysia huh? kau hutang aku ice cream lecka lecka. yes 500 days of summer best. and aku salah kan kau kalau aku nanges cam haram tgk my sister's keeper.

5) school and classes
arghhhhhh.... terasa makin buduh setiap hari. anda rasa x? Lord, please, ease my way. buku je makin lama makin tebal. amboiiiii.... membara sgt hati ni. mampu ke nak baca semua tu. duit nak bayar buku sem ini mencecah rm 400++. ada sesiapa mahu menderma?

6)nina's sister wedding prep.
waaaaa. saya buat hantaran untuk mereka. cisss lupa plak nak snap picture. well nevermind. on the wedding day itself, saya nak snap banyak2 sampai muntah.

ohhh well. inilah kehidupan *tiba-tiba*

its already 3.50 am. i guess i off to bed now

bye love.

2009-12-08T01:08:00.003+08:00

i have a quick look on whats on the tv just now...

anything worth watching? NO.

anything worth telling? YES.
"one day you gonna wake up and u will not recognize yourself anymore"
-sex in the city

and i have one question: betul ke?

ohhh... please.

2009-12-07T23:44:00.003+08:00

Please don’t make promises.

First,because we both know u’re not gonna keep it.
And second,u will break my heart.

So, please don’t.

ohhh... here come the shits..

2009-12-07T22:50:00.007+08:00

subjects that i take for this semester.

1) company law I
2) public international law I
3) land law I
4) corporate finance law
5) equity and trust I
6) usul fiqh I
7) basic counselling skill

(i might add one more subject, maybe...)

this is whole new thing to learn.
whole new thing to discover.
whole new challenge to face.
whole new thing to keep my head working like hell.

and people, wish me luck, please. i dont want to fail any of these and i wasn't plan to. so please wish me luck. and yes of course, i do wish u all well in ur future undertaking.

hmmm.. til then.

bye love.

ohhh... what i've got today..?

2009-12-07T22:10:00.005+08:00

1) the major reason for me going back to college yesterday bcos i have to add my subject manually as i failed to do it online.

what happen next: baik tak payah balik. i tried again later that nite, dapat pulak.. ceit!

2) first day at school.

what happen next: baik x payah balik. i've got only one introduction class at 12. ergghhh i should listen to my heart. i woke up at 8.30am people!

3) i watched new moon.

what happen next: Jacob's name written all around my face. can u see it? jacob jacob jacob... now i cant stop thinking bout that stupid movie.(cehhh... stupid konon. tgk jugak!) i still feels like crying now. adele's "make you feel my love" is on repeat mode in my mp3.aiyohhh.. see the impact? its kuch kuch hota hai syndrome again!

i love watching all those lovey dovey movies. it makes me fly. but i also hate the 'aftermath' after watching those type of movies. why? because, THERE"S NO SUCH THING! i trying to be real here. there's no happily ever after, or at least i believe it don't exist. kasik berangan lebih! ceit!

in conclusion, i hate today. the only thing i like about today is im at home now. where my heart belongs to.

ohhh... malasnya!

2009-12-05T22:47:00.003+08:00

IM GOING BACK TO COLLEGE TOMORROW...

erghhhh... damn lazy to pack up my stuff...
im gonna miss my bed so much.
im gonna miss waking up at 12pm everyday.
im gonna miss lots of thing.

*tears start coming out* T___T

ohhh... syukur sangat!

2009-12-03T19:09:00.005+08:00

(3.30 am 3 disember)

fath bermonolog sendiri:
"im a dead meat. abis mati la aku. jantung berdegup mcm nak terkeluar dari badan" *dup dup dup*

alhamdulillah...

walaupun gpa jatuh sket. still im satisfied with my result.

thank you semua yg membantu saya yang sangat bebal ni. next sem saya nak mintak tolong lagi:)

i now can start the new semester with a smile.

ohhh... why?

2009-12-03T04:04:00.002+08:00

i need at least a b-.
pls give it to me....
arghhhhhhh...
god please i beg u ;(

ohhh... tidakkk...

2009-11-30T14:53:00.002+08:00

two more days to go... werghhhh...
my sixth sense menjangkakan saya akan me'repeat' paper...
please. tolong jangan!

ohhh... siap pon!

2009-11-29T18:35:00.002+08:00

tadaaaa....

saya bosan, so saya pon tekan setting blog ni... tekan dan tekan dan tekan. skali terdelete layout lama...

benci:(

jadi saya tukar layoutnya.
apa awak rasa?
ok x?

2009-11-29T14:53:00.002+08:00

ok this is not final.
still working on it.
blog skin ini bkn final lagi..

2009-11-29T01:33:00.000+08:00

one thing you should know about me,
i get bored easily...

ohhh… at last, jumpa awak semua!

2009-11-28T00:21:00.001+08:00

last two days was a blast.

first, we had early celebration for nina’s birthday @ chilis….

thanks mira, sheera, uchi, faizal for make it happen. actually i had invited bunch of other people. but they can make it because they have to get back to their respective kampung, for hari raya haji.

but anyways, everything was perfect. at least thats what i thought.

i’ll upload the birthday photos later ok darling. the photos are with sheera.

second, jagung bakar session @ NZ.

third, have a sleepover at nina’s place… heart to heart session. pillow talk. perfect. we go to bed around 3.30am. it could last longer, i tell you.

fourth, wake up the next morning at 9.45… this time, azie tagged along.. yeayyyy. i miss her so much. we went to warehouse sale. warghhhh blh bunuh diri tgk the clothes. the price dropped. so cheap. but unforetunately, my bank account kering kontang, so i managed to buy only one zara baju and one massimo dutti necklace.. kesian gila.. if i decide to buy more, mungkin kena jalan kaki blk rumah, and yes we have not take our lunch yet.

after that, we went to klcc for lunch. had a quick gossip session with azie and nina. and we teman azie looking for a pair of shoes.. azie, chantek kasut awak beli:)

in a nutshell, saya suka, saya seronok, saya gembira. yeah!

itu saja buat masa ini.

bye love.

ohhh… sayang ku nina, happy 21st birthday!

2009-11-27T23:37:00.001+08:00

DEAR NINA,

happy 21st birthday!

i heart you loads.

thanks for being there, thru thick and thin.

im grateful to have such a wonderful friend like you…

i want to keep this friendship sampai kita tua, ada anak cucu, muka kedut2..but if one day, u find someone, a better friend maybe, just remember, what i am to you is the best i can be.

serious i cant find another nina! sayang kau sampai mati.

with love,

fathjamel

ohhh…nothing much, i guess.

2009-11-25T16:48:00.001+08:00

hmmmm, ini proper update. saya janji.

there’s so much stuff i wanna tell u guys. tp kemalasan yg melampau melanda. u know, when u stuck in college for 2+ weeks for exam, blogging is not something in my top 10 list to-do. sleep, eat, having fun, going out seems very much appealing to me.. heeeee.

plus, like u wanna read every crap i wrote kan…? anyways, i do missed babbling here.

so lets recap..

1) galoh’s 21st bday

venue: borneo rainforest, sunway.

date: i cant recall.hmmm 30th oct maybe. but her bday is on 4th nov.

2) exam. cisssss

3) lepas exam?

-sleepover at faz house with najwa. we woke at at 1pm. and had our lunch at 3pm… ya ampun, buruk perangai!

-karoeke with faz,najwa and najwa’s friend,nisha.

-went to pavilion to catch a movie. at first we plan to watch the time traveller’s wife. tp tukar, jennifer’s body. ok satu je nk ckp, BODOH.

4) went out with mama.

mama siap amek cuti lagi. awwww..

5) sheera’s 21st bday.

since im freaking broke, saya celebrate kecik2 je… hmmm, hope she like the present.

venue: old town,pavilion.

date: celebrate 20th nov. her birthday is actually on 10th nov. salahkan exam!

next??

hmmm later.

but im predicting a blast tonight.

ok then, got to go. have another birthday part to go.

bye love..

2009-11-24T18:47:00.001+08:00

torn in between… hmmm..

not good!

2009-11-21T01:48:00.001+08:00

emmm…hye?

drop by just to say im still alive..

but still, i dont feel like updating.

soon maybe.

til then, bye love

2009-11-05T14:13:00.000+08:00

the law of succession paper just finished. and seriously it reminded me why i take up law at the first place.

I HATE MATHS!!!

ohhh... wanie...

2009-11-05T13:57:00.000+08:00

semalam perbincangan hangat berlaku di antara fath, haziq and syakirah... masing-masing sibuk memberikan pendapat dan semua tidak mahu mengalah. perbincangan sangat intense. semua nota, buku dan statute di rujuk...

tiba-tiba...
beep beep...(text message)

wanie:
-this is oh so random but i came across surah al-fath n it means the victory. hehe, just thought of u n how victorious u are. sayang you. bye!

fath:
-awwww... wanie.. tahniah anda berjaya meletakkan senyuman di wajah saya.. heeee... gud luck yea exam. mari kita berjuang!

awwwwww gila terharu kan?
sorry lah kalau awak xda kawan mcm wanie.. jgn jeles okeh?

2009-11-01T14:57:00.002+08:00

i hope things will be alright. but i guess it isn't.
heh.. i wasn't surprised though..
kinda expect it but im in denial.
and i guess this is it..
it is hard but im putting this big full stop (and prays hard i will not turn back to u).

dear fathJ,
this is a friendly reminder to u,
focus on exam. enough with all these shits.
or else u're gonna crying very hard looking at ur result later.

ok a lil' break wouldn't kill...kan?

ohhh... please! get off of my way doofus!

2009-10-29T19:45:00.003+08:00

ok title sedikit over...

tp seriously, im not in the freaking mood. i am surrounding with bad bad aura. i get pissed easily. i get mad easily. i might as well yell at ur face if u said something wrong. so back off! im just not in the mood.

with the test, assignments, revisions.. erghhhh tensi tensi tensi...

filling up the application form for the attachment program aka the internship.

i've got this long list of topics i need to revise for exam.

mock trial that always get postponed.

law of succession last minute test.

erghhhh and my exam start next week on tuesday.

i need my gula-gula ceria... rakan-rakan, i need u..
pls after exam i need to see u...pronto!!!
but for now, i need to devote myself to my another alter ego ie. the nerdy.

nasib baik, i have a quick chat with najwa, faz, fara, alya, wanie at aikol. sempat gelak ketawa kejap. ehhhhh benci...

2009-10-25T01:08:00.002+08:00

FATH bermonolog sendiri:

“walau apa pon yg terjadi, aku nak siapkan assignment constitutional law aku malam ini jugak.no exception!”

*semangat macam mahu menentang naga yg jahat*

ohhh… updates!

2009-10-22T23:58:00.001+08:00

1) beep beep… ohhh i’ve got reason to smile:)

2) ring ring… “go check ur email!”-mama. yeayyyy alhamdulillah.. one last chance to prove myself. please make it work!

3) results for test? erghhhhh… criminal law… ciss there goes my chance to get an “A”.

4) beyonce turn us down. ciss!

5) it wasn’t a secret anymore.

6) feels good to let it out!

7) its unfair. please for once, i dont wanna compete with u. erggghhhh… im just tired…

8) please dont mess with my head nor my heart.

9) i miss azielia bt abdul halim.

10) HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NURUL HASANAH. (21 OCT). I LOVE YOU LOADS!

2009-10-17T03:27:00.001+08:00

okk fine...
now i know the reason...
but whatever.. i wont shed a tears for you.. na-ah..
but still im mad at myself for letting you in...

ohhh... saya memang suka belagak..

2009-10-13T17:48:00.002+08:00

heeeee....

and now i have the power to brag...
yeahhhhh...

i loike!

2009-10-09T02:35:00.001+08:00

i was having a blast last night...
yeahhhh!!!!!

ohhh... i love this women!!

2009-10-09T02:13:00.004+08:00

nurul hasanah bt abdul latiff is back in town. yeayyyyyyyy.......

(for those who dont know, san is my schoolmate back when i was in seseri and until now, she's one of my dearest friend...)

what we do while san in town?

1)my weekdays was a shit. san is so baik, that she visited me and nina at college...

2)its our turn now... having lunch at her house and went to klcc...

3)at her open house...

she's flying back to egypt next week...:(

one last chance to meet her is at nina's open house...

ohhh... busy bee...

2009-10-09T01:25:00.006+08:00

i've been busy for the past weekends... with works and stuff.. but i still make myself available to go to all my friends open house... gila ahhhh.... i stuffed myself til i couldn't breathe..

here some of the pics taken...

2009-10-04T00:22:00.003+08:00

happy birthday ateeq!

i heart u gila...
nk jumpa u sangat...
cepat lah cuti sem...rinduuuu...
well, i would like to wish you, happy birthday sayang..
may allah bless you.
and may all your dreams come true..

love,
fathjamel

2009-10-03T23:49:00.001+08:00

cepat lah....
missing u already!

ohhh... weekend paling haram dalam sejarah(so far)..

2009-10-03T00:36:00.003+08:00

woooo minggu ni memang menguji kekuatan mental dan fizikal saya sebagai seorang pelajar yang berdedikasi...*pffffthhh*

hari isnin kelas penuh.. penat gila. bila jam menunjukkan pukul 5 petang, muka dah mcm tapai je... masam!~ untuk menjadikan hari saya lebih teruk, ada class criminal law dr pkol 8 up til 9.30 pm.. gila berasap otak saya! kebetulan, malam tu, nk meraikan hari jadi najwa ku sayang... so yeah... mcm wolverine, saya regain kuasa... bersemangat untuk bersuka ria walau untuk beberapa jam... lupa nk ckp, esoknya ada test the law of succession, and saya tak habis baca lagi waktu tu...

hari selasa, walaupun kelas pkol 11, saya terpaksa bangun awal. cisssss... ada test pukul 12, dan saya ada beberapa tajuk lg yg saya tak master. "takpe takpe... habis test ak bantai tidor", fath bermonolog sendiri.. habis test memang katil empuk di bilik menjadi hala tuju utama. waktu malam sebok siapkan assignment bm pulak... haishhhh... since its a group work, walaupon saya dah siapkan part saya ages ago, tapi sebab diorg tak siap, saya pon terasa tempiasnya. benci!

hari rabu, class lambat lagi,sbb class criminal cancelled. tapi sikit pon tak memberi kesan. sebab? ada lagi test on thursday. woooo cilaka tak? nasib baik assignment siap in time... waktu tgh hari, my dearest friend, san dtg uia, we're having lunch together with my other half, nina... wooooo. gila best.. klaka. gelak je keja... hilang semua ilmu di dada. lepak smpai around 4. then ingt nk smbg study.. tp... my friend sheera, got prob with finance dept yang menyebabkan dia x boleh register her subject for next sem. hutang kat uia lima posen je kot. menyusahkan org betul.. cisss.. so saya pon tolong lah dia. smpai around 5, baru la settle... so sambung balik baca for few mins b4 head back to my room. malam? saya dah rasa mcm zombie nk makan orang...

hari khamis? hari paling erggggghhhh skali dlm semua... hafazan waktu pg, pre-reg waktu petang, family law test waktu malam, assignment criminal law selepas test... haihhhh... pepatah ada mengatakan, berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul...

jumaat? balas dendam. lepak rumah san seharian.. yeahhhhh...!

sekian sudah cerita saya untuk malam ini.

off to bed.

*bye love*

ohhh... najwa ku...

2009-09-29T01:11:00.004+08:00

happy birthday sayang...

babe, thanks for being such a wonderful,wonderful friend..
thanks for always being there
and listened to all my the craps i yapped, u always know how to respond..
i love you always selalu n selamanya...

and im sorry bcos the celebration was not that perfect but i really hope u like it... i wish i am anak raja so i can throw u all those fancy party and give u all those fancy presents...

najwa, if u ever read this, jgn sedeh sedh ok? i love you sangat!

2009-09-27T02:27:00.002+08:00

ehhhh alamakkkkk!!!

baru teringat next week ada pre-registration...
cissss...
tak susun lagi jadual.
bagus, beban baru untuk next week.

tahniah fathihah. awak akan jadi zombi kampung pisang next week!

ohhh... ini memang sudah di jangka..

2009-09-27T02:10:00.002+08:00

ini memang sudah di jangka.

terasa berat hati blk ke kolej.
bukan sbb takut rindu ke kampung halaman,
bkn sbb berat meninggalkan keluarga tercinta...

TAPI,

sebab kerja melambak tak siap...
cisss...

reality check fathihah,
-u've got 2 tests coming up next week and god damn u're not even start revising..
-u've got 2 assignments to submit next week and god damn its no where near done..
-u've got tilawah hafazan and yes, u've got few surah more to memorize...

shit...
kan mama dah pesan, jgn buat keje last minute..
(but but but, i work better under pressure.*nak sedap kan hati sendiri*)

esok saya janji saya akan berkerja keras.. yeahhhhh!!!! *menjerit penuh semangat*

-im too tired now... off to my cozy bed.

*bye love*

2009-09-27T00:42:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 45TH BIRTHDAY MAMA!

thank you for being such a wonderful mother and a friend in need.
thank you for all the sacrifices that u made.
thank you for the never ending love and care u gave.
thank you for listening to all the craps.
thank you for the baju raya and duit raya.
thank you for the good foods.
thank you for this roof above my head.
thank you for everything. everything.
thank you thank you thank you!

I LOVE YOU LOADS, mama...

with love,
fathjamel